January 2026

The determination in me says, nope not giving up!  Give it another try.

I really need to stick with this if I want to keep this blog of mine going.  So many things, important meaningful things have happened in the last almost two years now and either I am too numb to finding the right words to express myself or even to finish a sentence in my own head. Then there is this block of know how to enter things into my blog (and I have two; one in Blogspot and one in Wordpress) and my brain eventually thinks just because I am retired it is ok to forget.  Well I'm telling you right now, watch out cause she's in.  Let's start with Jeannie, my youngest sister who I love and miss so very much.  Jeannie and I talk on a Tuesday making it like the book Tuesday's with Morrie.  We would email each other if we had time while at work and text each other on the phone if she had a moment.  I always loved it when I would see Jeannie's name pop her.  I loved talking with my baby sister. Jeannie had been dealing with bladder problems to the point she was having excruciating pain even with long bouts of sitting.  Her job required Jeannie to sit for hours as she was the all around keeper of information to keep the place running.  Jeannie finally succumbed to going to another physician who ran tests and it showed bladder cancer.  The dreaded C.  I'll need to stop for a bit as things only get worse unfortunately.